Life right now isn’t the best. I understand some people may be in worse situations or maybe in the same one. I probably sound like the biggest baby but I’ve just never been in this situation. For some reason i feel like everything is happening so fast and I’m just too much of a kid to catch up. Is it bad to say that I’m afraid of growing up. thats honestly al it is. I go to bed wishing that ill wake up and ill be in canada in the 9th grade so i could go back and fix all my stupid mistakes. Sometimes i feel like giving up but then i know that if i do, ill hate myself even more for giving up. My head is mess and i hate feeling like I’m fucking crazy. I want to just go away and cry.
(Sorry for any spelling mistakes)